Getting older ?

Now that i'm 16 i feel slightly more older phsically i feel like i get out of breath a heck of a lot more easier now and i sorta feel as if now one wants me around anymore....i just feel like i might just not be of any use to anybody no one's ever happy to see me not my dad not my mom or my famliy or not even my beloved husband some times.....Most of the time i feel like he Hates me i piss him off so much maybe i should move with my Mom so i can go there and just Die.....no one would probably miss me anyway...... *sigh* no one loves me.....


My life is falling apart like a glass cup with no handle gently rolling off the egde of a table

it is enevitible...

Days Days Days

My Days feel like Thier just Melting away i feel like an Old women slowly Trying to Patch up her broken Hourglass With A Bunch of  Duck tape and sme other stuff that ain't doing Nothin'....

Anyway i'm going to change me Blogger  Picture and i'm re-creating a Facebook account and i have to create another Yahoo and a google Because having just 2 and a gmail isn't helping.

So i'll let you Know how everythigns going once my facebokk is up and running again (well not my old one my new one it's just slightly diffrent from my first one istead of ya know The First part of my first name it's The second Part (i'm not really saying it because for those who know me reading this you know it already.)

So i'll talk to you again See ya later.



~Shikal~

As the days go on by.

I'm in 4th Pd right now in School My Birthday just passed a few days ago and my dad took me to the Mall on Friday and i got some goodies Like a kingdom hearts 2 Fleece mini blanket and a Vampire knight Vol.3 Dvd And My sims Kingdom I had a fun Birthday even though i didn't have a Party i Got to spend my birthday with my boyfriend do it wasn't to bad plus i had me a Marble Cake that i bought iwth my own Money Those reading this i hope you feel happy for me and if your not that's just mean.   : (


Anyway I should get back to work So i'll try to post again Sometime this week



Toast to the New Year another chance to Please the one's we love new achievements new love and all that other good stuff.