My 40th !!? Post ? eheheheh

Things these days Are just Crazy guys Classes Tv shows Life itself whaat the hell is going on!!? Man typing with My left hand it's really Annoying. Life Is really Getting Harder an Harder to live as my Days go on What's with my Life Some days Seem a Hell of a easier to live than Others i've been thinking about Being More open (yes even more Open than i am Ususally) an Honest with those i hold Close Like my Husband for Example for My Good friend Domonic or Treyshawn or My Dad well i'm honest with my dad but someties it's just really Hard to tell him Certain things sometimes cuz ya know He's a Dad and I'm A girl an that Sorta thing..But right now Thsi is one of those Times where life just isn't worth Living.....Honestly...

Men Who needs umm ( I DOOO! :'(

i Hate guys sometime thier sooo Meqn!! > : C i mean i go out of my way to invite my Husband to my house on Saturday cuz my dad said he couldnt come over on Friday he says "yes he'll come" But then it's 7 then 8 thn 9 O'Clock he never Shows : C Be Back later

OM the Freak G"ZZZ!!!!

M Friend Destiny wants to Follow my Blog! this is SOOOO cool i've had Followers befor but not on Eblogger "i tell u what" (a saying from Hank Hill a Character from King of ther Hill) Lol Ohh man i'm on Page 19 of 30 an the bell just rung this is Crap!! Gotta go bye !!

Well Here's to Halloween

I'm going to be starting a New Blog soon sorry i haven't Been here in a while i've been Sorta Depressed Sad Lonely an i've been wondering what have i been doing with my life up until now an i just remembered in about 3 in a half Months i'm going to be Turning 17 years old an then i thought " holy Crap i'm going to be 18 soon!!, i dont have anything together no Job so Apartment information Other things like that Goshh" I feel so Old even tho i'm still 16 now i feel like i should i have everything figured out already but i dont i feel like a Failure Please foregive me everyone *Bows in Deepest Apologies* HEy if u guys get a Chance Look at my other blog i'm making in Honor of my Idea of Writing a story about my life but the thing is it's going to be how i veiw my life in my Head so i warn u now it will get Very Very Very Graphic...i'm sorry to not tell this is in person but i am a Pervert i'm sorry but i am i can't help it i Love guys...i just Ohh man there soo HOT!! WOOO! love umm love  umm love umm!!

~See ya later Shikal Out!~