Hello everyone it's Thursday I had off today. I went grocery shopping, hung with a friend and she's still here hanging with me were binging some youtube. Scary vids are the best with friends :D Not really much to report today sadly. I won't be able to see Justy this weekend so that makes me alitte sad but next weekend I'll be able to see him so it'll be all better <3 I'll be back when I have fun stuff to report ok?
See you guys later time to eat eat <3
1/26/2017
1/11/2017
Heyr Heyr
I know the titles weird to start off with but I couldn't think of a nice one to start with so there ya go. I just got up about half an hr ago this is my first Wednesday off in like a month because there was Christmas then new years that went past so we were swamped as hell. But one the bright side I got paid for all that hell I endured the day after my birthday and that check was very chunky so I will happily endure that again if I'm looking forward to a big check like that <3 So here's an update on my life at the moment. Today I have off from work so I'll probably go out to eat before I go to handball, I should be going to capital city mall on Friday with my wifey Jen to spend some in store credits I have for hot topic might get me a dress or something. and this weekend as far as I know I should be going to state college/ Bellefonte to spend the weekend with my hubby in training Justin. I love spending time with him, he's a really nice dude. I hope we get even closer as the year rolls out. uhhh and I have wok the rest of this week after today which is fine, I kinda just want it to be a chill week though.
on a side note I've noticed my patience has gone down even more, which means I gotta cut out even more stressful shit which is totally fine but like dang...I really think I'm gonna be a bitter old later almost everything makes me mad instantly. My co-worker holding me up at work because she wants o talk on the phone- pissed. my boss standing around thinking instead of actually doing something even though she claims she's always busy- pissed, someone fucks up my plans pissed, someone flakes on me last minute- pissed, Looking for the juice I bought last night and it's gone Pissed. XD Like everything and anything can just set me off kinda and tank my mood it's crazy. While I'm on the subject of things tanking my mood a certain person who will remain unnamed is officially done. I've already dealt with constant cancellations from this person whenever we make plans and when he does decide he actually can something else "comes up" just in the nick of time and everything's off the table. This person claims they aren't avoiding me and that they want to hang but obviously that isn't the case if everything single fucking time I ask you to hang out you cancel or just straight out don't even show up and then the next day have no explanation. These are the things that make me want to cut people and become murderer. Just shove a nicely sized knife into their stomach and jab them a couple times with the force of a jack hammer and maybe even kick them around a bit and watch them squirm as they bleed out onto the pavement but I'm a good girl That thought will always be in the back of my mind every single time you disappoint me and piss me off but I'll always think of how bad of a time I'd have in jail if I were to do that to you plus I like having a clean record it's my pride and joy so...Just don't fuck with me and we'll be fine. One of these days I'll say fuck it and you might be the first to receive my knife to the ribs as a curve a circle around your heart and laugh in your face.
PHEW!! Anyways off my yandere rant for now. Back onto something more positive I think I'm gonna go start getting dressed so I can officially start this day, get some food and maybe draw before I head out for handball. You guys know how I get when I'm upset things get violent. So anyways I hope you all have an awesome day and be sure to bundle up it's cold out there, can't wait til it warms up again Sun...I miss you so much <3
Have a good day everyone Love you~<3
on a side note I've noticed my patience has gone down even more, which means I gotta cut out even more stressful shit which is totally fine but like dang...I really think I'm gonna be a bitter old later almost everything makes me mad instantly. My co-worker holding me up at work because she wants o talk on the phone- pissed. my boss standing around thinking instead of actually doing something even though she claims she's always busy- pissed, someone fucks up my plans pissed, someone flakes on me last minute- pissed, Looking for the juice I bought last night and it's gone Pissed. XD Like everything and anything can just set me off kinda and tank my mood it's crazy. While I'm on the subject of things tanking my mood a certain person who will remain unnamed is officially done. I've already dealt with constant cancellations from this person whenever we make plans and when he does decide he actually can something else "comes up" just in the nick of time and everything's off the table. This person claims they aren't avoiding me and that they want to hang but obviously that isn't the case if everything single fucking time I ask you to hang out you cancel or just straight out don't even show up and then the next day have no explanation. These are the things that make me want to cut people and become murderer. Just shove a nicely sized knife into their stomach and jab them a couple times with the force of a jack hammer and maybe even kick them around a bit and watch them squirm as they bleed out onto the pavement but I'm a good girl That thought will always be in the back of my mind every single time you disappoint me and piss me off but I'll always think of how bad of a time I'd have in jail if I were to do that to you plus I like having a clean record it's my pride and joy so...Just don't fuck with me and we'll be fine. One of these days I'll say fuck it and you might be the first to receive my knife to the ribs as a curve a circle around your heart and laugh in your face.
PHEW!! Anyways off my yandere rant for now. Back onto something more positive I think I'm gonna go start getting dressed so I can officially start this day, get some food and maybe draw before I head out for handball. You guys know how I get when I'm upset things get violent. So anyways I hope you all have an awesome day and be sure to bundle up it's cold out there, can't wait til it warms up again Sun...I miss you so much <3
Have a good day everyone Love you~<3
1/03/2017
Happy New Years!! 2017
Hello everyone I know you all thought I dropped off the face of the earth, I mean I haven't posted anything here in almost 7 months and I serious apologize. I found a decent job with alright pay and a nice working environment. My boss and co-workers are really nice and the work isn't horrible so I've been busy working and having my life fall apart all in the course of a month Nov to be exact. November was the worse month of 2016 for me but it's fine it's over it's in the past.
2017 has begun and it's a semi -fresh start to a huge slew of opportunities and experiences. Speaking of experiences let's talk about my New years eve/ New years :D New years eve a little to 9pm I headed downtown to bourbon street saloon to hang out with potentially 3 people. To keep it kinda short I ended up hanging with 1 person all night long, hanging with an additional 3 a few hours later , then 1 more, had 6 shots and 4 drinks (the last one was a double) , received 4 kisses from 4 men after the count down and spent the night in a hotel room with the guy I met up with first (nothing sexual happened, I'm a good girl remember? Plus this guy was noting short of a completely ). While still tipsy drunk and in some what of a haze He and I cuddled together and chatted for about 3 hours while listening to a women about 2 rooms over scream her head off. We just chatted the night away until we realized check out was in less then 5 hours so we snuggled in close and went to sleep. Nothing odd at all happened and in exchange for letting me bum it at his hotel room I treated him to breakfast which he was very happy about. After ate it was still pretty early so we decided to go hang at the mall and after that go out to eat again then go see a movie and go our separate ways. We was a total sweetheart and I really enjoyed his company. I can't wait to hang out with him more. I haven't felt this safe begin around someone I barely knew in a very long time. It was just something about him that made me feel overwhelmingly calm and safe, I enjoy feeling like that, plus he's built like a truck so that helped. He has a lot of aspects I like in a guy, Politeness, a sense of humor, a calm exterior , a romantic side, a cutesy side, a pinch of innocence, plus he's smart, has traveled and happens to be very very good looking this are all pluses. Not to mention his personality is charming as hell and he's good with his money. I love good habits in a man <3 ANYWAY I'll quit ranting for now. Just wanted to give you guys an update up until present day but I can always update you again later on today or even tomorrow. This year I'm going to be more consistent with my writing starting here on my life blog. I'll do my best to post at least twice if not 3 times a week and maybe just once on my story blog I thought of a new idea that will be perfect to ring in the new year with. I have a few things to go take care of so I'll catch up with you guys later.
Just know my year is off to an incredible start and I'm gonna try to keep the ball rolling so I don't lose this momentum!!
HAPPY NEW YEARS!!
2017 has begun and it's a semi -fresh start to a huge slew of opportunities and experiences. Speaking of experiences let's talk about my New years eve/ New years :D New years eve a little to 9pm I headed downtown to bourbon street saloon to hang out with potentially 3 people. To keep it kinda short I ended up hanging with 1 person all night long, hanging with an additional 3 a few hours later , then 1 more, had 6 shots and 4 drinks (the last one was a double) , received 4 kisses from 4 men after the count down and spent the night in a hotel room with the guy I met up with first (nothing sexual happened, I'm a good girl remember? Plus this guy was noting short of a completely ). While still tipsy drunk and in some what of a haze He and I cuddled together and chatted for about 3 hours while listening to a women about 2 rooms over scream her head off. We just chatted the night away until we realized check out was in less then 5 hours so we snuggled in close and went to sleep. Nothing odd at all happened and in exchange for letting me bum it at his hotel room I treated him to breakfast which he was very happy about. After ate it was still pretty early so we decided to go hang at the mall and after that go out to eat again then go see a movie and go our separate ways. We was a total sweetheart and I really enjoyed his company. I can't wait to hang out with him more. I haven't felt this safe begin around someone I barely knew in a very long time. It was just something about him that made me feel overwhelmingly calm and safe, I enjoy feeling like that, plus he's built like a truck so that helped. He has a lot of aspects I like in a guy, Politeness, a sense of humor, a calm exterior , a romantic side, a cutesy side, a pinch of innocence, plus he's smart, has traveled and happens to be very very good looking this are all pluses. Not to mention his personality is charming as hell and he's good with his money. I love good habits in a man <3 ANYWAY I'll quit ranting for now. Just wanted to give you guys an update up until present day but I can always update you again later on today or even tomorrow. This year I'm going to be more consistent with my writing starting here on my life blog. I'll do my best to post at least twice if not 3 times a week and maybe just once on my story blog I thought of a new idea that will be perfect to ring in the new year with. I have a few things to go take care of so I'll catch up with you guys later.
Just know my year is off to an incredible start and I'm gonna try to keep the ball rolling so I don't lose this momentum!!
HAPPY NEW YEARS!!
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