Yeah it's been another couple of months and I really think I'm gonna get back into writing here I need to vent and venting to actual people just doesn't seem to do it for me anymore. they don't listen or they just don't understand...but when I vent to you guys you like never say anything but I'm pretty sure you all get it to some degree.
today's topic is being flip floppy. being flip floppy is like doing, acting or being one way and then if a single thing changes your completely different. True story this literally just happened within the last week, Some one I know has started talking to her ex bf her 1st love or whatever right? Right. A couple of months back she had this little fuck buddy that really rubbed me the wrong way, at first she was thinking of jumping into a relo with this dude and was literally not serious just talking out his ass about wanting her to have his kids and being financially secure just a whole load of crock shit that you can tell from the gate that was just straight up bullshit. So things happen between the 2 of them and she finally decides to tell the dude I'm just your fuck buddy this is all this will ever be and it's not getting at any point in time. GOOD she finally realized that was bullshit and saved herself I can quit stressing thank GOD-- so fast forward a couple of months he rex who moved out of state with his current gf yadda yadda yadda things fall apart and boom, they're talking again reconnecting, re-thinking about what happened to their relo why'd they break up, how they can make it work if they try again all that and a plan is proposed if he can come back home on his own I'll let him move back in but only if he can take care of himself. Ya know I use to know the guy we were friends and I eventually met his gf who's currently a good friend of mine like I love her to death even though she seriously stresses me out sometimes but everyone does so that's not new. ANYWAYS so that a thing-- so fast forward again to yesterday night it's after 10:30 at night me and her run out to target to buy candy land literally that old ass game you played when u were 3 when u were little Candy land. So on the ride home she starts talking about her ex again (the one I know and met her through) She's willing to give it another go, she still has really deep feelings for him he was my first love, I'm not good with my feelings but he makes me feel like I actually understand things he truly made me happy the whole 9. Ok cool I'm cool with the dude we have things in common were both goof balls, if you 2 do get back together I'll actually be able to go on double dates and stuff unless you literally forget I exists just because your bf's back which is horrible as fuck of her to do if she ever does do that, because when I'm an hr away I still think of other ppl besides my darling bf and potential husband. Like I'll be cuddling with him, we'll be doing something and I'll usually take like 2 secs to text her and be like hey best friend how are you just check up on you you better not be dead when I come home love you bye or I'll tell her about something stupid or funny he just did. but yeah I take time to communicate even when I'm with my significant other. but when she's with other ppl I don't hear from her til she gets back and not like she doesn't have her phone it's always in her damn hand, half the time she doesn't even hear what I say because she's texting someone. BUT AGAIN ANYWAYS
back to her little fuck buddy yeah--? after being told he nothing but dick he kinda starts contacting her less n less and calls her today at 10am on a fucking Saturday and he hasn't talked to her all week and suddenly decides to call her out of the goddamn blue and they've been on the phone since then even still now.....this....fucking chick man is flip floppy as hell....She was literally swooning over the fact that her n her ex HER FIRST LOVE will most likely being back together and as soon as this dude calls she's like all giggly and acting all cutesy and I'm hearing I love you's and shit...LIKE WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU!!? WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU LIKE THAT!!?
like literally 2 days ago she coulda hooked with someone that was literally coming onto her but she turned them down because she'd rather it be her ex...well that asswipe on the phone certainly isn't your fucking ex either but your spoutin' off nonsence like your having an allergy attack-- I can't express how angry ppl that flip flop make me..I know I can't do shit about it but it's still frustrating as hell to hear that shit when I know what's on in the backround.....behind those closed doors and it's not ok....it pisses me off and it's wrong. but anyway that's enough on the subject of being flip floppy...my very next update will be a bit less angry and more chipper so look forward to it <3
See you guys later~
