11/22/2019

Almost Christmas time part 2

Alright so I had that interview yesterday It went really well I think. According to my friend that put in  a good word for me, I got those papers to start the clearances because I technically got the job and well I start as soon as all those clearances come back I'll be cleared to start there. So with my final days here at this new found Hellhole I bid a fuck you and another fuck you to everyone I've met minus literally 1 single person I've meet while working for this company. I think I know where he lives and I know his wife oddly enough, her daughter went to high school with me. He's been nothing but decent to me and He isn't like the other person I've talked to since I started working here.

I'll maybe give him a card or something. I'm going to get those clearances done over the next 3 days and I guess I can still try to do my job while I'm here but if I get sent home again over some bullshit I'm probably not gonna waste my time coming back. I almost didn't come in today because of that useless prick sending me home early the other day. *Rolls eyes*

This job isn't going to be the death of me I'm all for never coming back here if and whenever they their gonna let me work so...Whatever I'm just gonna chill, get these clearances situated and peace the ever loving fuck outta this dumbass store and away from these dumb ass people.

Surprising short although I've been writing this one all day too
have a good weekend you guys, I know I'm gonna c;

11/19/2019

It's almost Christmas time

Hey Guys it's been another hard couple of months, and I know the few of you that still swing by every now and then to read whatever I post might have been wondering what happened to me. Well for starts the toxic ass job I had is now gone and I started at another place that I've been apart of for for just about 5 years now, I'm pretty damn loyal to this company so I figured why not go out on a limb and attempt to work for them. IT WAS PROBABLY ONE OF THE BIGGEST MISTAKES I'VE MADE ALL YEAR!! This place is filled with so many incompetent people be it normal employees or even management. These fools barely know what the hell is going on half the damn time and no one knows how to properly relay information. Or for whatever reason answer a few easy ass questions someone who's been working for the place more then a year should definitely know the answer too.


I'm gonna walk you through my first month being at this place. I was working at a store on a computer for about 6 days a week purely learning systems that now that I'm out of pc training are completely and utterly useless during the normal job. I was "learning" systems about a partner companies systems that I have never seen before outside of those training programs. It was complete waste of my time even if I was getting trained to learn FUCK ALL.  Fast forward to the day I finish my pc training and I go to my assigned store, I have no issues with people who are different  from me but the people in my assigned store (Aside from literally 1 person) are probably some of the worst kinds of people I've ever come in contact with. I thought that my old co-workers are awful people the ones I have no completely take the cake.

Of course being the trooper that I am, I've been sticking it out. Being snapped at and talked down to like I'm nothing more then an animal, being "asked" (More like ordered) to go and get change two stores over because their legs just don't seem to be working in that specific moment. Being strung along and promised things just to be treated different because I'm not like my co-workers. Even the damn customers will be greeted by me alot of the time won't even make eye contact they'll flat out ignore me just to walk over to one of the other chicks. It's pretty annoying but I have a good amount of people I talk to over the phone or the old heads that come in that I take care of  give me the reactions and thanks I deserve for the good service I give them.

It took them the longest time to even get me my system credentials so that I could start making my commission, BECAUSE my job is base pay plus whatever I make for my commission. I've been at my assigned store for a little over the month as of today and last week was my first week WITH my system credentials. I'd been asking for them since I finished my pc training but "You don't everything so that's why they give them to you" then it's  "Ohh it's costs the company money to make your logins so they won't rush to give them too you right away because people have left right after getting them ".  I was given all kinds of excuses as you why I hadn't received these damn numbers so I could make my own commission, meanwhile I was put on the normal work computers using my co-workers logins and access to these systems. I'm using their numbers to run transactions, learn the systems and "practice". I'm handling money that entire time without making anything for myself, I was practically working for them.


I'm handling money, I'm counting money, I'm selling phones, I'm selling internet boxes  AND NOT GETTING CREDIT FOR ANY OF IT!!  And then something happened..I relish in the fact that is event happened and I can't be held responsible or connected to it in anyway.  There was an accident on a wednesday that happened and to keep it brief It was huge fraud scheme that costed 13,000+$. It all started with a phone call which happened to come in a few minutes before my normal break time which was 5:00pm.  Alls I remember is the "store manager" picking up the phone and then everything after that was in spanish. I proceeded to ignore them and head out the door to take my break, when I return everyone is freaking the hell out about getting "Scammed". These fools done western unions some person in Mexico a very large amount of money, what happened afterwards went from everyone (me included) being blamed for what happened (I wasn't even on the premises when this happened and the higher ups have video evidence of this fact) to everyone's gonna to be held responsible when it comes to paying back the lost money. Of course everyone was like fuck that because I didn't have anything to do with that. (I've literally been writing this post on and off all day lol)


Fast forward to late last week everyone whispering around about interviews and whatnot, mind you I'd been applying to places since that whole fiasco started because I'm not for paying for nor being forced to pay for something I had nothing to do with. So tweedle dee started her job yesterday and reported that she'll be leaving because she actually enjoyed it. Tweedle dum (the store manager) is extremely pregnant and well ya know from what I heard she doesn't even need to work so she could quit whenever she felt like it. The other girl is half n half with her She's ok someday and other days she's awful it's a toss up she had some interviews but I trust she'll be on her way out too. As for me since I'm still getting the hang of everything now but most of the people I could ask for help are leaving and I don't wanna be stuck holding the bag, I got the hook up for an interview this Thursday so I'll be leaving as well alls I need from this school is my new start date and I'll be on my way to my new job...

I can't wait to not work through my weekends and to have the day to myself again....I'll be sure to keep you posted everything sorry this was so long Love ya <3






















2/17/2019

🌸 Happy no longer 2018 🌸

So it's been awhile again huh...I don't think I've ever not posted for an entire year before. See but look I'll give you a brief run down of my 2018 in exchangefor being away so long. I know you'd wanna know what's been going on since my last postings. So I had a really awesome dude back at the time (He was engineer, that's studied abroad in Japan go fucking figure!) Really amazing personality, good cook and adorably affectionate. He ended up taking to my 1st ever Pax convention it was amazing-!! It didn't last unfortunately. I had moved out of my Pop's place for about a full year with a new chick I befriended. Guess what that didn't last either she was a Sag with alot of issues that I'm not going to go into. She had her things and I had mine. I had a small sting of flings that year as well which more mostly mistakes because I thought I was helping myself. >....> No.....no you weren't.
I became completely obsessed with a set of characters from a game called Undertale, it was one of the few things that brought me lots of joy last year that I didn't end up regretting later. I planned a beach trip with friends (haha right...what friends) it almost feel through but I ended up going completely alone. And nearing the end of the year I lowkey gotta job change....well more like Job location change. The only thing that really changed in my work is the amount of stress I endure on the daily and how much I bring home pay day. My pay rate is the same and yet they expect more from me oooh they're sooo so funny. Without thinking  the year over all wasn't that bad there are probably somethings I missed but that's ok....This year isn't shaping up to be too horrible. So far. Just hang in there-!! And thanks for still being here guys ❤