Life as i know it.

My life as i know is pretty much ok for now just a day ago i felt like i was going to break up with my boyfriend because I so called had a problem but i don't really think he see's it the way i do. But it's ok we made up and that's all that matters. (Smile) i found some thing interesting a very very fine proxy that i can use at will now like i am at this moment and i'm jamming to this ugly yet beautiful world on guitar It's awsome! Sorry i hadn't written anything for a while i promise now i'll stay in touch because i don't want you guys to start worrying about me but you should cause it's only natural i mean you guys love me right? So i guess it's ok to be loved in weird ways sometimes Anyway i won't be on much longer today because i have to go to the counsler i wounder why? Probably baecause i'm failing like 3 of my classes more like 2 really becaus my teacher made a mistake. any way see ya letr stay cool you guys.

my day was a rinbu revolution!! (the jam of the day.)

isagiyoku kakkoyoku ikite-yukou (Just a long long time) tatoe futari hanarebanare ni natte mo (Let go of me) Take my revolution	Let's go on living our lives heroically, with style. (Just a long long time) And even if the two of us should be separated, (Let go of me) Take my revolution.
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hikari sasu garden te wo toriai [1] chikaiatta nagusameatta "mou koi wa nido to shinai yo" tte	In the sunlit garden, hand in hand, [1] we drew close, and soothed each other with the words: "Neither of us will ever fall in love again."
sonna tsuyoi kessoku wa katachi wo kae ima ja konna ni takumashii watashi-tachi no lifestyle everyday, every time (every time)	Our unity was so strong, it changed its form And now our lifestyle is so robust... everyday, every time (every time)
hoho wo yoseatte utsuru sashin no egao ni sukoshi no sabishisa tsumekonde (Revolution)

Let's go on living our lives heroically, with style. (Just a long long time) And even if the two of us should be separated, (Let go of me) Take my revolution.
[Instrumental]	[Instrumental]
hikari sasu garden te wo toriai [1] chikaiatta nagusameatta "mou koi wa nido to shinai yo" tte	In the sunlit garden, hand in hand, [1] we drew close, and soothed each other with the words: "Neither of us will ever fall in love again."
sonna tsuyoi kessoku wa katachi wo kae ima ja konna ni takumashii watashi-tachi no lifestyle everyday, every time (every time)	Our unity was so strong, it changed its form And now our lifestyle is so robust... everyday, every time (every time)
hoho wo yoseatte utsuru sashin no egao ni sukoshi no sabishisa tsumekonde (Revolution)	I'll take a bit of my loneliness, and cram it inside the smile I have in this picture of us cheek-to-cheek. (Revolution)
isagiyoku kakkoyoku ashita kara wa daremo ga furimuku onna ni naru tatoe futari hanarebanare ni natte mo kokoro wa zutto issho ni	As of tomorrow, I'll be such a heroic, stylish woman, everybody will turn and look back at me. But even if the two of us should be separated, our hearts will always be together.
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ai wa okane de wa kawanai tte shitte-iru kedo "I" de okane wa kaeru no? [2] TEREBI de itte'ta	They say "Money can't buy love." I know that, but can love buy me money? [2] They said so on TV.
mukandou mukanshin kiri ga nai ne wakai ko minna sou da to omowareru no wa feel so bad! doushou mo nai ja nai (I feel so bad)	Apathy, indifference...It's so endless. That they think all young people are that way makes me feel so bad! But how could we help ourselves? (I feel so bad)

With the blankness.

Today i'm not sure what my day is suppose to  about or based on but whatever....i just want to go change this shirt it's extremely uncomfortable but i'm wearing it for the one's i love so i'll have to grin and bare it.

Besides that i feel Very colorful for some reason.

I am yerning.. i want...life..?

Up there is the music i have playing my  head but this the song i'm listening to right nw as i'm typing this. { Animelyrics.com Gundam seed destiny opening 2 Pride full }

I had a weird adult rated Dream last night and well it had my Husband and My first love in it i mean i would understand if were just my husband but him just why i'm not thinking about him anymore thanks 2 him i hurt tevina whole lot and nowadays i think he only trusts our future halfly.

I wish i had never met that heart breaker Le'mir then i would be a Hell of a lot happier with my husband.

but over the week end, i been missing him phiscally..i mean the way he huggs me and kisses me and the things he says to me just the mention of them makes me melt... his voice in my ear..makes my tremble and Mix with everything i've every known i just go into my absolute happiness state when he treats me the way he does so sweetly just like a princess..no a goddess. I'm his goddess sure he doesn't worship me at leats not on the outside he doesn't but on the inside i know he's screaming my name.. he told me something..that made me want to go kill my self (not that way the way your thinking of) I wanted to go end it all so that i could die a happy girl... He told me " you make me the happiest guy on earth being able to wake up every morning just and only to see and speak to you, you make my world rotate, your the foundation of the passion Burning in the very depths of my heart. You are my Wife.

That Made me want to die a happy a womeni don't anything else anyone else could make me that happy i mean for someone to have feelings just for knowing me..? everyone else i kniow rather wished they never met me becasue i'm stupid i get in the way i'm selfish and that i'm of to no use to anyone and half the time i believe that...because that's i'm treated all the time. i'm so Saddened  by everything in my daily life i don't even think it's with living anymore. but ican't kill myself because then i'll leave my darling husband,Older Sisters,Memorable teachers,Mentors,and friends and Children to be Behind. So i'll keep Living the life to become the best At my novels and my art. And don't worry i'm not pregnant.. (i was talking about when i'm older) i'll work hard  So that i can save up the money for my dream house.


So thank you all for being there with me through it all... I love you all.

Salome Marie gladis lee hall~

Getting older ?

Now that i'm 16 i feel slightly more older phsically i feel like i get out of breath a heck of a lot more easier now and i sorta feel as if now one wants me around anymore....i just feel like i might just not be of any use to anybody no one's ever happy to see me not my dad not my mom or my famliy or not even my beloved husband some times.....Most of the time i feel like he Hates me i piss him off so much maybe i should move with my Mom so i can go there and just Die.....no one would probably miss me anyway...... *sigh* no one loves me.....


My life is falling apart like a glass cup with no handle gently rolling off the egde of a table

it is enevitible...

Days Days Days

My Days feel like Thier just Melting away i feel like an Old women slowly Trying to Patch up her broken Hourglass With A Bunch of  Duck tape and sme other stuff that ain't doing Nothin'....

Anyway i'm going to change me Blogger  Picture and i'm re-creating a Facebook account and i have to create another Yahoo and a google Because having just 2 and a gmail isn't helping.

So i'll let you Know how everythigns going once my facebokk is up and running again (well not my old one my new one it's just slightly diffrent from my first one istead of ya know The First part of my first name it's The second Part (i'm not really saying it because for those who know me reading this you know it already.)

So i'll talk to you again See ya later.



~Shikal~

As the days go on by.

I'm in 4th Pd right now in School My Birthday just passed a few days ago and my dad took me to the Mall on Friday and i got some goodies Like a kingdom hearts 2 Fleece mini blanket and a Vampire knight Vol.3 Dvd And My sims Kingdom I had a fun Birthday even though i didn't have a Party i Got to spend my birthday with my boyfriend do it wasn't to bad plus i had me a Marble Cake that i bought iwth my own Money Those reading this i hope you feel happy for me and if your not that's just mean.   : (


Anyway I should get back to work So i'll try to post again Sometime this week



Toast to the New Year another chance to Please the one's we love new achievements new love and all that other good stuff.