Euphoria~!! QWQ

I'm in Mr.Edmond's room right now n i dunno why but my elbow is hurting like a bitch!! But that's besides the point this Computer I'm on the monitor is soo big not like huge but it *Decently sized* like this Monitor is soo big it's fucking sexy i love it I'm gonna b soo sad when 2nd pd is over cuz then I'm gonna have to leave this sexy monitor but then I'll hope we stay in Mr.Edmond's room for a while i didn't know we had these computers!! I guess this is like the "ONLY" place in the school with computers that's aren't ruined tattered or just plain fucked up n it's nice because the room is nice and quiet and the keys are nice n then n make that adorable click sound u always hear when you type if my elbow wasn't having a heart attack i would be able to enjoy this alittle more. Man Ms.Menegat I'm soooo glad your good enough friends with Mr.Edmond's that he lets you use his room like this we should stay in here for the rest of the year *looks at my hands as i type* Oh my gawd I'm gonna cry the way my fingers are glading across these keeeeeeeys DX MAn if i was thief this monitor would be in my house tonight!! *looks at the monitor in all it's glory* HOLY FUCK! And it's gotta webcam!! Oh snap Man this just keeps getting better n better i forgot why i even got on the computer i know it wasn't to write this at least i dont think so..Damn -__- I just got soo thirsty all of a sudden i think it's because i hear Ms.Menegat sippin' on sumthing behind me n i got like 3 containers of juice plus sum milk in my bag I'll drink sum but after alittle while not right now *Eye twitches* Wtf...why do i feel a head ache coming on i think I'm coming down with sumthing because this is getting freaking ridiculous~!! i had headache yesterday (or was that on Wednesday? I'm pretty sure it was yesterday now that i think about it ) n that shit hurt like crazy like om ohhh gawd that hurt DX Suuuuuuuuu much i thought i was gonna die but my dumb self had to sit on the computer for like 2 hours with my head still playing the drums and watnot n then i got on my ps3 man i swear i don't about my face or my head until the shit hurts enough to make me think I'm gonna pass out then I'm turning everything off i don't time or the Patience to be passing out even in my own house i..just..just don't got the time for it..
besides that I'm not sure....what else to say....I've been thinking about doing some dumb stuff n making a short little stupid webshow for Youtube that I'd do on the Weekends when Bya would come over so that way she could help me get sum views i like being views it's fun that way but since i can't hook my phone up to my computer n edit out the dumb stuff were just gonna half to include it n if the views don't like it that too bad cuz im just doing to for fun I'm doing to get famous i just wanna see sum positive comments thats all. I mean when u think about it when u do sumthing n you show it to other people wouldn't you want a positive comment about it " Aww it was really fun i loved it" Or Maybe " my Favorite part was when u were having a staring contest with that Banana" I might even do a fake little Challenge that me n my cousint made up like Random Object staring contest like maybe the fridge or my computer monitor then the Champ the milk...then maybe the King Kasuga Heiwajima i dunno dang thinking about all that got my brain pumping i need to draw something gonna go you guys but befor i do i just wanted to give my friend Mari her Props for making her 1st blog yesterday *Claps* I forget the Url for it i think it was Cookiemonster.blogspot or something hold on *googles* Nope can't find it I'll just ask her about it when i see her 7th pd *Sigh* Today is soo good to me This Awsome ass computer Ms.Wescoe's not here so that means not work 5th pd and 6th pd were going to the library o work on our 12 slide africa project which i took a hold of the easy part cuz my Partner Lisa tends to over work herself all the time but writing whole paragraphs and claims not to know how to make a summary pfff! Everyone knows how to make a summary how du not know how? HOW!!? *Sigh* Hehh..what ever just don't let that eyesore for 3rd pd be here plzzzzzz gimmi that n i can stamp this friday on my best fridays of the Year Chart *Which isn't real "yet" * Plzzz just...plz.... -__- Hungry...now....*reaches in bag for poptart* Nyaaaaa hungry !! Me go eat now i'll see u all later

Mar Out~

The people i hang with 7th pd.

I swear i hang with a bunch a chessy people...Mari is like the Craziest Rican i know An Leann i dunno even know if she's rican or not...but i had the 2 of them pick 2 characters from the disgaea 3 Team attack cut off picture i had n these two picked the 2 people Leann picked Princess Sapphire and Mari picked the Females gunner -__- These 2 are crazy i swear it's always nice having rthem around though \(^w^)/ Love u guys

Mar

out for the day~~

Today is......... (?)

To be honest i dunno what to make of today it's like 1st one thing n then a few mins later it's sumthing else. Like im in the library for the first time in a while on the computer so i'm like i should get sumt pics soi can have sumthing to draw off of when i get home so i print out about 17 pics or so n from when i was going back to my computer it sounded like the new Librarian aka The library notse was having a hissing fit -__- Don't try to get on my case because i was printing out sumthing it's obviously for a reason otherwise i wouldn't bother wasting the paper...i can waste other types of paper i'd only use print paper for either tiny wall posters or normal drawings other id just leave it b n let it collect dust.I mean seriously what is with her she seriosuly has some type of issue i mean did dhe exprerince some type of trauma while in alibrary n has took it apon herself to become a librarian to make sure itdoesnt happen to anyone else?? I dunno...but sumthing smells werid (not really but trying to  sound dramatic n funny at the same time n probably failed) Unless Ms.Saul has another *Special Asssignment* For me 7th pd i should be back and post sumthing else maybe about what im going to do when i get home or what i might do over the weekend. I hear it'suppose to get hot...I hope soo im still gonna b rocking my long pants n short sleeves but gosh Sun come back already i wannna go fora walk n make a cooooool BAckround photo for Facebook n for my Studio Backround*looks at clock* Well Looks like 5th pd is about Over so i'm gonna go i'll see you all later Love ya~~~

Mar Out~~* <3

Today is just werid.....

For sum reason today my tounge is just all over the place i can't barely talk i think maybe i caught a deprise watsa name thing on my way to school n now i'm unable to talk in 3 straight sentences without messing up n making sum kind of werid noise or silly sound. But it's COOOOOLLLLLLLLL cuz i have done what i set out to do which was keep my good Attititude and im gonna have fun after school im either gonna b chatting on IMVU or on my ps3 playing either sly 4 or gta 4 or maybe Disgaea 4. But on a side note today haaaaaaas been awsome ive gotten to see who i came 2 see today n i still have that uber cuddly feeling sitting in the pit of my stomach so when i get the chance im gonna cuddle or hug sumone \(^w^)/ Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~<3 I've also gotten to b close to my Hayfer-sama for 2 pd's straight today is a good day *Sigh* Just 1 more pd then the day will b over n hopfully Josh doesn't disapoint me again I'll cry i swear >.....>

Today i claim Thr-fry!!

Thr-fry is a thursday that feels like nothing but i friday to day i found sum good ass songs n im feeling good about that also my period if grief is over and i have new game at home to enjoy although i keeep getting killed i can play happy wheels or maybe like ive been feeling like get back in Disgaea 4 i miss it i think for Sly i only have alittle more to day b4 i complete all the stages n im kinda close to getting all the treasures but i just wanted to check in n everything ya know Hehh...and uh...my winter blister (i guess) Is almost gone :D Everyone have a great break i know i will *evil grin*

Life why do you curse me so....

Today at lunch i oractically snapped out im surprised i didnt like hit anyone on my way out.i mean i was really going through it on saturday with my dad n i text the one person who said he'd always be there for me. I'm extremely sad in tears and everything i text him and i get no answer.that was friday, the next day y know saturday my favorite cousint comes to visit me like she normally would on the weekends we have a good time then she goes home to her dads house i text him later on after she leaves still no answer then i text him sunday too AND STILL NOOOO ANSWER! So i'm like ooh...ok i'm guessing his phone's off he's gonna tell me that. Come monday today he comes to me all smiling, happy go lucky niot a care in the world kinda face "hey how's it going" Trying with ounce of my being not to spring up n ring his neck i simply turned my head away and told him im mad at you And usually when id say that he'd be all like "Why are you mad at me!?" But today he just brushed it of and said "Ok" And sat down in his usual spot waaaaaaay on the other side of the lunch table n i noticed on my way into lunch b4 anyone else had gotten there He's precious blonde friend Katie was at the table Giod i cant stand her so really i pissed off the moment i saw her i already knew what was gonna happen he was gonna walk in walk directly past me See her n get all happy like a cat with a pound of cat nip n be all Aww i missed you where have you been n this and that. And it seriously to my inner most fibers pisses me off!! I bet i fell disperatly ill and wasn't in school i bet only like 1 or 2 ppl would notice not counting any of my teachers. My Best friend Cosandra and Maybe Hayfer i bet if i was absent from school no body would really care but im always here n it's hard to miss my obvious face so when im not here you'd notice even though i like never talk. I mean he tells me all the time i want us to b friends and i'll always be there when u need me n stuff like that but when i needed you on friday in tears not knowing what to do at the very edge of the cliff of stress in my life ready to jump you were no where to be found My fantasies and the Men in my head that trully care gor me helped me through it while i slept so that i wouldn't wake up the next day walking around with the thought of Sueside running through my head. i hate it when ppl tell me there be there for me and when i actually do need them there not there to b honest there was only 1 person there for me n he's always been there well for as long as i've known him he's been there when i need'd him. i needed a ride sumwhere for a quick bite if he could take me he would if i needed to get outta the house for a while becuz i was feeling lonely he'd let me come over he's a really cool i know n i'm glad i met him. He's really sweet to me and i apreciate it and everything he's done for me. If there's anybody i can say has been a true friend to me it would b Bear :3 I love you buddy. Of all the ppl in my lifei know he is one person i know i can always turn too Has he makes my life alittle more bareable i guess thanks for that.

The usual plus alittle extra

Well right now i'm in my last class of the day which is my design for publications class it's pretty normal i guess becuz this smart ass chick that thinks she knows everything but barely ever comes to school a bunch of getto hood rats, gossip girls a new kid thats always getting trouble a quiet guy my 2 buds Liean and Marialezia and then there's me. Teacher's pet (althought i dont really do anything to be a teachers pet ) Ms.Saul is short, hyper, kind of annoying, mood swingish, <......< Likes to clear her throat alot like she's directing at some one which gets really annoying since she does it all class long and she can be a real pain and very talkative. This classis ok there's barely any talking besides in those rare moments when that one person has to ask "what are we doing?" Knowing thier not going to do the work in the first damn place any old way. personally i wish no one would ask that so i can sleep the whole class away and then school b over so i can go through my daily after school routine then go home n relax. Also the weather lately has been horrible. Besides the fact that i still dont have winter boots bugs because i have to walk around in the snow this slush across black ice and everything else in SNEAKERS!! n the bottoms r perfect for playing handball dont get me wrong but Snow and stuff like that? Rain is fine as long as the worlds not crying and there are like ankle high puddles everywhere then were cool were ok with rain but snow i cant do it my toes cant stand it my hands can't and neither can my face or me i just cant do it. I love the snow though just when im not ready like not having winter wear n things like that i hate it bcuz it ruins my clothes wastes time and just plain gets in the way. Anyway thought i totally didn't check or remember but i think this my first post for 2013 so far this year didnt start out horrible but March is really not that good for me stress is pullin' out all the stops to get me down and it's working i caught my self thinking about a person who doesn't care about me and doesn't want anything to do with me and it's got me all stirred up and angry n sad but i dont need to be thinking about that i wonder pop at home who takes excellent care of me n if that women doesnt wanna b apart of our happy lifestyle then forget her it still saddens be to think of the fact that you carried 6 children inside of you for 9 months each and screwed all thier lives up how could a person live with the thought that u completely ruined 6 childhoods i couldn't live with that the least i would have done if i had contact with any of them would b to apologize but this person doesnt even have the gull to fess up and do that. Pitiful..pitiful pititful person.....

See you all later

Mar~~ Out~\(^w^")/