Kyō wa daijōbudeshita ka? (Today was ok?)

(Scroll down for the English Translation)

Koko de, T kare wa byōkidattanode, kare wa hayaku ie ni ikimashitaga, kyō wa, watashi wa futatabi, nani mo tokubetsuna watashi no egao no gōkaku-ten o normla ga sukida watashi wa kyō kare ni atta N kare ga watashi o sugite aruita imi suisoku hontōni nani mo tokubetsuna kotode wa arimasendeshita. Sore wa watashi ga kanashiku narimashitaga, watashinochichi wa shōjiki ni iu to zenzen warukunakatta. Kanari nōmaru to sono hoka ni tenkō ga yoi purasuda sō. Shikashi, watashi ga hontōni iitakatta subete no thats suisoku. Sō sō watashi no dansei no yūjin ga hontōni karera ga hontōni issho thier inochi o shutoku suru hitsuyō ga arimasu kōhan no yō werid engi sa rete iru mō hitotsu wa, watashi wa shinken ni imi suru.
ここで、T彼は病気だったので、彼は早く家に行きましたが、今日は、私は再び、何も特別な私の笑顔の合格点をnormalが好きだ私は今日彼に会ったN彼が私を過ぎて歩いた意味推測本当に何も特別なことではありませんでした。それは私が悲しくなりましたが、私の父は正直に言うと全然悪くなかった。かなりノーマルとそのほかに天候が良いプラスだそう。しかし、私が本当に言いたかったすべてのthats推測。そうそう私の男性の友人が本当に彼らが本当に一緒their命を取得する必要があります後半のようweird演技されているもうひとつは、私は真剣に意味する。

Today wasn't anything really special i guess i mean i saw him today n he walked past me like normal again nothing special my smile wasn't here he went home early because he was sick. it made me sad but my dad wasn't bad at all to be honest. Pretty normal and besides that the weathers good so that's a plus. But i guess that's all i really wanted to say. Oh yeah one other thing my male friends have been acting really weird as of late they really need to get their lives together, i mean seriously.


(Not translated) Ps. I won't have all my new entries set up like this i just thought this would look nice on my Page so i decided to do this today i might change my Title to it's normal only in Japanese Wouldn't that look adorable? but u can always comment n tell me that would be a bad idea if you think so :3

Smiles :D

Today among most other days I'm effected and energized by a certain smile of someone i care for..Although his mouth just like anyone Else's to me it's a special mouth ;3 His mouth when i talk to him makes me feel like I'm the only person in the room. I was feeling down His smile would save me and bring me up again his smile is very special to me. When i try to come pair his smile to other ones I've seen his is then one i like the most *blush* I hope I'll continue to see his smile for as long as i live even if he doesn't marry me or anything it would be nice to continue to receive his support and loving caring sweet smile behind it all...I love that smile It's my favorite. *smiles over keyboard* I don't feel so alone when i see that smile I'm really glad i met him.



Mar Out~~<3

I guess i need to be more honest...Heh...Confessions Part 1

*looks over* Standing beside myself like this n watching all the things i've done n said roll past me like a ball down a slanted edge makes me feel said...and kind of evil...I feel like i've hurt alot of people....but then when i think back on it...they all hurt me too....

It turns out my Current ex bf Count is Now 11
I started Dating when i was 13 years old when i was still in middle school  Heh my smart self blew through 4 bf in the course of a year i guess i was super reckless back then..And when i turned 14 i met my Current Male bestfriend (And i know your reading this so i want you to know i'm sorry and i love you and thanks for everything you've done for me and i hope you'll always be there for me when i need  you) a Racist Jerk and a sorta good Friend of mine. (i later learn is kind of a jerk sumtimes too) When i was 15 i dated 2 guys online and i also met the guy of my dreams or soo i thought (i ended up dating  #10 for 3 years my 1st 3 years in highschool  we were really close then my cracks started to show n they drove him away , i tried to help us get back together but he kept telling me he'd changed and he wasn't the same loving,sweet guy he was when i 1st met him n the more a hung around him after we broke up i noticed it more and more and i secretly started to hate him but i couldn't shake my feelings for him not for a moment even while he was dating suome else after we broke up i kept telling myself he'll come back for me because we shared sumthing unbreakable n True our love for eachother so i kept waiting and waiting getting sadder and sadder as the months rolled by when i'd see him smile i'd think he was smiling just and only for me and i got soo lonely ) Then #11 Came along he made me feel special he'd spoil me make me feel like a queen n i enjoyed the feeling but i didn't want too forever because then i'd feel as if i'd let the fact that he did all those things for be the only reason i was with him and i'm not a user so i left and it turned out that he did wanna do more then just spoil me he wanted to be knight, my king my everything n i liked that abut him but i had a hole in my heart so i couldn't return his feelings he kept pursuing me afterwards he really really cared for me i had found sumeone that would chase after me but....i still couldn't do it...So i after we broke off we stayed friends i wouldn't want us 2 grow to hate eachother like much of my other Ex's but i don't refer to him as my ex he's grown to me beyond that title he's my friend (And i know your reading too cuz i told you too n i want u 2 know i love you 2 and thanks for everything and i hope you'll keep looking after me) After him i've had time to myself and i've been thinking about what it would b like if i saw any of my other ex's again what would we talk about would they even recognize me? Heh..who knows i guess it's better they forget my face and i fade to the back of their simple minds causes me less grief in the long run at least i know that a few of the apples i picked turned out to b good one that i can use for various things through my life and I glad for those apples n i thank them with all my heart. But i think i'm gonna close myself off from the Dating world til maybe next year or 4 years when i make myself Available to the world fully without a care almost *tehee* I do have a plan after all what do i look like another episode of teen mom waiting to happen? Get real ! Anyway it's getting late i should get to bed...Good night my little stars i hope u all shine brightly in your dreams tonight as u dream about your futures and the wonderful things they may have in store for you.

#Feeling Blissful sumwaht *Sigh*

Mar Out~

Good Night everyone~

Euphoria~!! QWQ

I'm in Mr.Edmond's room right now n i dunno why but my elbow is hurting like a bitch!! But that's besides the point this Computer I'm on the monitor is soo big not like huge but it *Decently sized* like this Monitor is soo big it's fucking sexy i love it I'm gonna b soo sad when 2nd pd is over cuz then I'm gonna have to leave this sexy monitor but then I'll hope we stay in Mr.Edmond's room for a while i didn't know we had these computers!! I guess this is like the "ONLY" place in the school with computers that's aren't ruined tattered or just plain fucked up n it's nice because the room is nice and quiet and the keys are nice n then n make that adorable click sound u always hear when you type if my elbow wasn't having a heart attack i would be able to enjoy this alittle more. Man Ms.Menegat I'm soooo glad your good enough friends with Mr.Edmond's that he lets you use his room like this we should stay in here for the rest of the year *looks at my hands as i type* Oh my gawd I'm gonna cry the way my fingers are glading across these keeeeeeeys DX MAn if i was thief this monitor would be in my house tonight!! *looks at the monitor in all it's glory* HOLY FUCK! And it's gotta webcam!! Oh snap Man this just keeps getting better n better i forgot why i even got on the computer i know it wasn't to write this at least i dont think so..Damn -__- I just got soo thirsty all of a sudden i think it's because i hear Ms.Menegat sippin' on sumthing behind me n i got like 3 containers of juice plus sum milk in my bag I'll drink sum but after alittle while not right now *Eye twitches* Wtf...why do i feel a head ache coming on i think I'm coming down with sumthing because this is getting freaking ridiculous~!! i had headache yesterday (or was that on Wednesday? I'm pretty sure it was yesterday now that i think about it ) n that shit hurt like crazy like om ohhh gawd that hurt DX Suuuuuuuuu much i thought i was gonna die but my dumb self had to sit on the computer for like 2 hours with my head still playing the drums and watnot n then i got on my ps3 man i swear i don't about my face or my head until the shit hurts enough to make me think I'm gonna pass out then I'm turning everything off i don't time or the Patience to be passing out even in my own house i..just..just don't got the time for it..
besides that I'm not sure....what else to say....I've been thinking about doing some dumb stuff n making a short little stupid webshow for Youtube that I'd do on the Weekends when Bya would come over so that way she could help me get sum views i like being views it's fun that way but since i can't hook my phone up to my computer n edit out the dumb stuff were just gonna half to include it n if the views don't like it that too bad cuz im just doing to for fun I'm doing to get famous i just wanna see sum positive comments thats all. I mean when u think about it when u do sumthing n you show it to other people wouldn't you want a positive comment about it " Aww it was really fun i loved it" Or Maybe " my Favorite part was when u were having a staring contest with that Banana" I might even do a fake little Challenge that me n my cousint made up like Random Object staring contest like maybe the fridge or my computer monitor then the Champ the milk...then maybe the King Kasuga Heiwajima i dunno dang thinking about all that got my brain pumping i need to draw something gonna go you guys but befor i do i just wanted to give my friend Mari her Props for making her 1st blog yesterday *Claps* I forget the Url for it i think it was Cookiemonster.blogspot or something hold on *googles* Nope can't find it I'll just ask her about it when i see her 7th pd *Sigh* Today is soo good to me This Awsome ass computer Ms.Wescoe's not here so that means not work 5th pd and 6th pd were going to the library o work on our 12 slide africa project which i took a hold of the easy part cuz my Partner Lisa tends to over work herself all the time but writing whole paragraphs and claims not to know how to make a summary pfff! Everyone knows how to make a summary how du not know how? HOW!!? *Sigh* Hehh..what ever just don't let that eyesore for 3rd pd be here plzzzzzz gimmi that n i can stamp this friday on my best fridays of the Year Chart *Which isn't real "yet" * Plzzz just...plz.... -__- Hungry...now....*reaches in bag for poptart* Nyaaaaa hungry !! Me go eat now i'll see u all later

Mar Out~

The people i hang with 7th pd.

I swear i hang with a bunch a chessy people...Mari is like the Craziest Rican i know An Leann i dunno even know if she's rican or not...but i had the 2 of them pick 2 characters from the disgaea 3 Team attack cut off picture i had n these two picked the 2 people Leann picked Princess Sapphire and Mari picked the Females gunner -__- These 2 are crazy i swear it's always nice having rthem around though \(^w^)/ Love u guys

Mar

out for the day~~

Today is......... (?)

To be honest i dunno what to make of today it's like 1st one thing n then a few mins later it's sumthing else. Like im in the library for the first time in a while on the computer so i'm like i should get sumt pics soi can have sumthing to draw off of when i get home so i print out about 17 pics or so n from when i was going back to my computer it sounded like the new Librarian aka The library notse was having a hissing fit -__- Don't try to get on my case because i was printing out sumthing it's obviously for a reason otherwise i wouldn't bother wasting the paper...i can waste other types of paper i'd only use print paper for either tiny wall posters or normal drawings other id just leave it b n let it collect dust.I mean seriously what is with her she seriosuly has some type of issue i mean did dhe exprerince some type of trauma while in alibrary n has took it apon herself to become a librarian to make sure itdoesnt happen to anyone else?? I dunno...but sumthing smells werid (not really but trying to  sound dramatic n funny at the same time n probably failed) Unless Ms.Saul has another *Special Asssignment* For me 7th pd i should be back and post sumthing else maybe about what im going to do when i get home or what i might do over the weekend. I hear it'suppose to get hot...I hope soo im still gonna b rocking my long pants n short sleeves but gosh Sun come back already i wannna go fora walk n make a cooooool BAckround photo for Facebook n for my Studio Backround*looks at clock* Well Looks like 5th pd is about Over so i'm gonna go i'll see you all later Love ya~~~

Mar Out~~* <3

Today is just werid.....

For sum reason today my tounge is just all over the place i can't barely talk i think maybe i caught a deprise watsa name thing on my way to school n now i'm unable to talk in 3 straight sentences without messing up n making sum kind of werid noise or silly sound. But it's COOOOOLLLLLLLLL cuz i have done what i set out to do which was keep my good Attititude and im gonna have fun after school im either gonna b chatting on IMVU or on my ps3 playing either sly 4 or gta 4 or maybe Disgaea 4. But on a side note today haaaaaaas been awsome ive gotten to see who i came 2 see today n i still have that uber cuddly feeling sitting in the pit of my stomach so when i get the chance im gonna cuddle or hug sumone \(^w^)/ Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~<3 I've also gotten to b close to my Hayfer-sama for 2 pd's straight today is a good day *Sigh* Just 1 more pd then the day will b over n hopfully Josh doesn't disapoint me again I'll cry i swear >.....>