Healthly environment?

i could have gotten killed this morning dealing with some drug addict that lives in my Aunts building because my dead-beat cousint doesn't know how 2 stop stealing.
this nut woke e up n asked me 2 tell that person that he wasn't there not thinking just being Suddenly woken up from the dream i was having by his Stupid ass voice i agreed so he's eave me alone so i could go back 2 sleep. Later there's a knock at the door, n it's this Guy Mo that lives up stairs the guy clearly is on some kind of drug i mean if u meet him you'll just know. but anyway i told hm he wasn't there that he had just just left n mo said no he didn't i was sitting right here on the steps i never saw anybody leave tell him i need my money now. befor i answered the door i peeked out but i had seen someone n the stairs but i didn't have glasses on so i couldnt really tell. i was ok n shut the door then my cuzint came in the room n i told him that he knows he's still in the house n he knows yur here. he didnt say anything. i layed by down about 10 minutes later my first alarm Ran i got up n crouchd over  n worked on getting up like usual but then i was thinking about it more the door was being knocked on since about 10 or 20 mins after i shut the door the 2nd time my cuzint never went outside 2 Confront Mo. he talked 2 my aunt while she was getting ready for work then they argued for like 5 mins then he went into the hallway n got into n Argument with mo n Came back in . Me in my head was thinking if somthing happens 2 m becuz of you i swear to goddness yur going 2 get it im soo serious..like god man..Seriously.yea that's what my morning was like this Morning i told my dad n he didnt really think all that much of it that i couldnt hav gotten hut allz he said was talk thru the door n dont open it.  yea daddy thanks for being so worried about me >: / tell me wat would u do if u were me?

Watta Bummer : c

HAlf a Day Smaf a day im gonna print me out some Sexy YAoi  : / then Sulk n be happy over my 3 day weekend thats the only thing i can do at this point it's Feb 2nd n my moms hasn't called me i haven't gotten my birthday i really dont even care anyomre if she was serious about sending it she would have Sent it already ohh Well : /

~* Mellex* ~

Happy UN-Birthday

My Birthday is Ruined!! my mom told me she was gonna send me some money for my birthday (Which is today) N now she wont send it il the ned of the Frickin' Month what the hell am i gonna do with that money at the end of the month the fuck nothing im really really Pe'd off about that i was depending on that Money to at least make my birthday At least a little Special since imma hav 2 spend it by myself.. >: C Damn that really messed up Thanks alot mommy  n for those readign that wished me a happy birthday Thank u i love u all now if you'll exsuse me i hav go Sulk n Wonder how miserable i'll be on my 18th Birthday

~ Mello-Shan+~

17 whatever 17 forever (Btw i just Made that up in my 4th Pd today which was Art Ok see ya)

Well.......

Well i dunno what to do I Start my Christmas Break today i get out at 1:30? an hour early but i dont really think it matters Tevin desided he wanted to come to school today an Act as if nothing happened like Usual i swear...i just want him to DIE sometimes but im love him to death..but i'm extremely Pissed my Birthday is only a a Few weeks away ! 17th B-day here i come *Smiles* i hope this years Birthday doesn't suck like Last year well i think i should get going i think the bells about to ring Love u Guys Happy Holidays!


~LOVE Shizaya~

My 40th !!? Post ? eheheheh

Things these days Are just Crazy guys Classes Tv shows Life itself whaat the hell is going on!!? Man typing with My left hand it's really Annoying. Life Is really Getting Harder an Harder to live as my Days go on What's with my Life Some days Seem a Hell of a easier to live than Others i've been thinking about Being More open (yes even more Open than i am Ususally) an Honest with those i hold Close Like my Husband for Example for My Good friend Domonic or Treyshawn or My Dad well i'm honest with my dad but someties it's just really Hard to tell him Certain things sometimes cuz ya know He's a Dad and I'm A girl an that Sorta thing..But right now Thsi is one of those Times where life just isn't worth Living.....Honestly...

Men Who needs umm ( I DOOO! :'(

i Hate guys sometime thier sooo Meqn!! > : C i mean i go out of my way to invite my Husband to my house on Saturday cuz my dad said he couldnt come over on Friday he says "yes he'll come" But then it's 7 then 8 thn 9 O'Clock he never Shows : C Be Back later

OM the Freak G"ZZZ!!!!

M Friend Destiny wants to Follow my Blog! this is SOOOO cool i've had Followers befor but not on Eblogger "i tell u what" (a saying from Hank Hill a Character from King of ther Hill) Lol Ohh man i'm on Page 19 of 30 an the bell just rung this is Crap!! Gotta go bye !!