Life...life...life.....

so much stuff t talk about, but no time as of right now i'll have to tell you after work XD and oh yeah I have  a job now XD

*waves* Akwardly *swiping at the dust, cough-cough*

Hey Guys. :D I know it's been forever in a day. But yes I have returned and again I'm sorry for not keeping up with my posts. A lot has happened, I graduated High school and I'd been job searching for about a month and I finally got a Hit! Don't worry I won't leave you all hanging. Once I get home unless I'm completely warn out I'll make a post of how my first day went. Uhh....I've progressed in my story a Cross over now thier are currently 4 parts of that story and I might be starting a new one including a time traveler ;D Unless I change it or I come up with something better. I'll be working at Sears in the Colonial park If you ever want to come and visit Once I get my schedule I'll post it on here for all you lovely people to see. Well I'm going out to enjoy my day now it's alittle humid but I can handle it I've handled 102 degree heat before it was awful but I made it though ok. Anyway See you guys later Enjoy what's left of summer~!! Be sure to go out and enjoy yourself :D I"m having an excellent summer be sure you have one too !!!

Happy 2014 Blogger!!

I know its been forever since I've actually posted anything and yeah it's 2014 but you know as life goes a lot of things happened and I can fill you in on all the stupid details later. I just wanted to let you all know that I've missed you all dearly and I'll be sure to post as much as I can, whenever I can ok? Promise.

Wow this is about twice now -__-

Ok so me and my friend Bear were just haning out along with his best friend Raymond for the 4th of july n we all had an awesome time and everything went to mcdoanlds pranked sum employees then we all went our seperate ways ..today the day after i have comments of a vid i made on Facebook which is just of me walking n saying black people meet .com the reason why i said it was becuz it was the randomess  thing i could thnk too say and plus it was funny and ya know afew of my friend comments aww that was funny n wat the heck n this n that..and my friend bear was like yeah we were hanging out yesterday n stuff n my Sister asked "Are u an item" Like as in a question were the 2 of us n item n i'm like no becuz we aren't dating nor r we romantically involved were not were just friend's sure Bear has a crush on me but i told him a long time ago i like as just a friend. nad then this big arguement happens. Bear thinks he's getting used since my sister used the word :item" Like is he an item that i use or watever n that wasn't even wat i ment n he un-adds me on fb n Texts me n says he doesnt wanna b friends anymore n i tried explaining it to him but i guess he's too fucking stupid too understand..whenh she asked that she was asking if we were dating which were not...we r ONLY CLOSE FRIENDS U LIKE ME but the feeling isnt mutal were better off friends...I swear it like Facebook twists people's words around n smacks ppl with them it's just freaking ridicuous...but whatever i'm done worrying about that i have better things to do like regulate my love life.. my social life n my normal life -___- Lucky lucky mee~ </3

Hey EVERYONE~!!!

I know i know i still haven't been posting alot but i have a really good reason why this time.. it's school.. this  is the week as i would think most of you know so i've been buzy with tests n cleaning out my locker n getting pics of everyone That I'll miss and everything...So yeah i've been buzy with that....and a bunch of other stuff I'm trying to work on my Senoir Project earlier trying to help get it out of the way early so i wont have to pull my hair out in stress from slacking n getting behind on it *pride beam* Haha~~ I'll already have my 3 recomodations and the Essay should be easy and i forget the other stuff oh yeah the scholarships n wat else?? Ahhh~! I don't remember.....It'll come to me later...But i'm gonna relax and wait to fail my Geometry Final See you all Later XD

And so we have reached the climax...

Of...the school year most of the time I would think a normal person would say this in the middle of the year close to the end but my climax is pretty much at the end... a week before the end actually... all this week I had to fight through the dreaded "Keystones exams" that were introduced to my high school just this year and trust me those things were NOT easy especially because on the 2 of the 3 tests I had no idea what I was doing... well I sorta knew what I was doing on the 1st test because it was Algebra 1 but it's been years since I’ve learned anything Algebra related in anyway and besides that the stuff they were talking about I barely remember and I already know I flunked that. Day 2 Tuesday was a new ray of light because it for one of my good subject English~!!! *Angel singing* Well on the test it's called Literature but I knew they meant English....so I blew through that feeling as good as could be and then it happened. On day 3/4 *Because this test in particular was cut into 2 days because Wednesday was a half day* Wednesday I had to go up again this new threat completely empty handed "Biology" I had no idea what it was about but a good friend of mine gave me a tip *Which didn't really help all that much* "Biology is the study of life" And I was ok? And he was like “That’s it" And I made this face on the inside like really?? That's all you’re going to say!!? REALLYY~!! After sitting working slightly falling asleep for about 10 or 20 mins then eating a snack n drinking water or juice then slightly working again I managed to get through both parts of the Biology exam but I know when school starts up again I’m going to have to take that and the math one over again...*Sigh* It was horrible I could barely read anything on the test it like the whole thing was in a language I couldn’t read it was absolutely awful… And today ends it all I’m finally free of testing…until next week which is for my normal tests the finals a review test on everything we should have learned in the class throughout the year which I know I’m going to pass in all my classes but one because 1 I’m smart 2 I’m a good listener 3 I’m a teacher’s pet  4 I took notes  5 I was present everyday so I know everything  6 I’m a good student :D So right now I’m just going to rest and get my mind back together it’s all over the place….See you guys later…

Upsetting Things....Really just plain bad jokes.

I go to see Hayfer after 1st pd right to go get the 200 club pass he said he'd give me from yesterday and the one lady I have no idea what her name is but she's one of the other teacher's sharing the room with him and I knock on the door and everything and she's standing near the door and she says no kids allowed in the room and I'm pretty sure she wasn't calling me a kid but I’m obviously not a kid, kids are in Middle school I'm a young adult to whom are which occupy High schools so I know she wasn't calling me a kid. And besides that I was messing up my sentences while I was trying to remind him and I saw a tiny look in her face that stroke me as she wants me to go away, but I had come to see Hayfer for a specific reason just like any other time I come looking for him. I came for 3 reasons today to say Hi, see if he was feeling any better and to get my 200 club pass. And then the stupid thing happened. She decided it was ok to say she was married to Hayfer for 10 years. Haaaaa~! I almost laughed but at the time the only thing I wanted to do was rip her in half even though I knew it wasn't true. I've been in that room plenty of times and I’ve never once heard a Mrs. Hayfer fly through the air only a Mr. Hayfer so I knew for a fact since the moment those words slipped past her lips it wasn't true but it really ticked me because I’m pretty sure all the teachers in that room know how I feel about him and to be playing with someone’s feelings like that. It’s not cool or funny. And Of course in actuality I just brushed it off by say "Nu uhh" And Hayfer replied with "Yes huhh" and that struck me really deep down because that means he was in on that cruel joke on me I’m sure if he was meaning to hurt my feelings by it but it did only a little but still it hurt all the same. And after I finally got my pass I was turning to say bye to Hayfer n I got a door closed in my face kinda loudly almost as if she were slamming it That really made me mad. I didn't care right then at the time because the bell had rung n I needed to get to 2nd pd so I just pushed the thoughts inside my back-bone n swallowed it I was planning on having a good day n getting that Pass from Hayfer was supposed to kick off my happiness but it turned out like that n it's sour n I’m not as chipper right now I’m sad n tired now...I wish I could go home...I dunno what made him wanna do that to me, but I don't really think it was a very nice thing to do as his friend I just wanted to make sure he was feeling alright I’d be sad if he wasn't feeling well. *Sigh* It seems everyone I know is getting tired of me being around maybe I should just disappear for a while...Maybe then I can see the smiles I miss. But what if that was his actual reaction to his birthday card *pouts* Noooo~ I wrote those messages from the bottom of my heart and if he doesn't me seriously then what the heck man~!! *Sigh* it's not fair...No matter how much I care for someone most of the time they just brush it off or ignore it all together...I know he's better than that though he wouldn't do anything to hurt me like play a cruel joke on me like that. If he was just being playful I could have enjoyed it more if it were strictly between tot 2 of us and no one else including other people can make it awkward and weird especial if that the person your including could possibly have ill feelings toward me. But if she's trying to come between us that's not called for I wasn't planning on ganging up on him or anything, sure I’ve thought about it dozens of times but I couldn't do it because I adore the way things are now I can live with the way things are changing them would ruin a lot of things for me. *Sighs* But anyway I need to think about what I’m gonna do later on like 3 or 4 classes from now. To get off topic 7 classes isn't all that much I mean depending on your grade you have a certain amount of classes before lunch and also depending on your schedule as an 11th grader you have 4 classes before lunch and hey would u look at that your days practically already over 4 classes in the morning 3 classes in the early afternoon sounds pretty easy to me especially if u have that 1 class you can't stand earlier in the day. Anyways I need to go cheer myself up; hearing Ms.Shomper teach in the background behind me makes me miss being in her class. *Happy Sigh*

Mar depressingly crawling on the floor Out~