I know there are plenty of people who live in single parent households and maybe it's just me but sometimes when your parent is stressing for whatever damn reason they like to take that shit out on you. I don't get how it's soooo hard for full fledged ADULT to find and outlet for stress like walking or running , perhaps even playing video games. NO! LET'S TAKE THAT SHIT OUT ON OUR KIDS WHO ALSO ALREADY STRESSING THEMSELVES , BECAUSE THIER CONFUSED AND SCARED ABOUT THE NEXT DAY WILL BRING. And oh yeah did I mention for those of us who are young adults that have to go through this , us being the outlet of our parents rage I mean. Were struggling with our own things like our first few jobs, money management, trying to correctly find a balance between wants and needs, possibly relationship trouble if you happen to be in one, school, like college also which is school too of course among other things I can't think of right at this moment. After my dad had this little fit he ran back into his room and I suspect he'll leave me alone for the rest of the night unless he decides he wants me to use MY COMPUTER TAHT I BOUGHT WITH MY OWN MONEY to order HIM some food online and have it delivered to the house. I totally have the right to say no, because not even 20 minutes ago you told me to pack my shit up and leave. So if you so called " kicked me out " why in the FUCK would I use MY technological machine otherwise known as a computer to order my currently fuming and unloving father something to eat when you can use your own two legs to walk across the street to order and get it yourself. Mind you this hasn't happened yet. This is just a thought. If it's not that that he's gonna be talking to me about later on when he's done fuming he may actually be serious about kicking me out. I doubt it but it could happen. But I hope he realizes how much he'd be missing without me being with him. I can only hope he'll apologize and just order some food for us and we can just forget that his little outburst even happened. I really hope he was just extra steamed rice (yes this was intentional for comedic purposes) and just forgets that he even said that or I will be extra SOL with a side of fries and it's not even funny. I'm not too too good at saving my money I have a nice little amount in the bank currently but that doesn't mean I can support myself on my own. I could bills on time but I don't make enough to pay like 5 bills at time every month. I definitely don't make enough at my current job. I don't have any kids so trying to get a place would pretty difficult too. Antywades I'm gonna quit dwelling on this and try to perk up some. Hopefully my fellow struggling young adults you have outlet for your stress that isn't other people to a bad degree. I'm gonna go talk to my honey and watch cat videos I'm really sad now, I'll keep you guys posted ok? Gn Guys.
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