Yet another....

Today isn't going to be good day and this post is going to be shirt *Probably a lie* I'm currently heating up water so I can eat some oatmeal before I wonder out into the cold to walk to work. Then I'll have to deal with the stressful environment created by my co-workers plus I'm gonna be there for 8 hours and probably not get my well earned break because were too busy. I was super pissed and tired yesterday because 1 it was valentines day , 2  shouldn't have been working, 3 I should have been home, 4 I was tired as hell and 5 my dad was sick. but even of I told them that my dad was sick and that I couldn't come in they wouldn't let me use that excuse more then once because they didn't have proof, but oh ho hoooo I could have given them plenty of proof. But I'm not super into recording my dad throwing up and shaking in pain, so I passed on that. I sucked it up and went to work. I got yelled at to stop complaining because I was too loud about it and the other workers could hear it. 1st of all I've been working here for maybe little over a month now and this fast passed environment is extremely stressful, I should be able to complain as much as I fucking want. 2 if you don't like me complaining you could always send me the fuck home, but no you didn't. 3 I have a right to free speech so if I wish to complain fucking let me. 4 my heels hurt ALOT. 5 I wouldn't wanna hear you complaining because your dumbass didn't even do anything, your poking around on the computer doing god knows what and not  helping around the place yet wanting everything done at once. Like just because your a superior to myself and the other employees in the place doesn't mean you get to sit on your ass all day and not fucking help. That pissed me off too because I was dizzy, I hadn't eaten because I rushed out the door, trying to not be late to this horrible ass place. My heart was aching because I was worried about my dad and plus I missed my honey like crazy. I think I'm just gonna start looking for something a little easier. If not maybe "possibly" going back to my first job. the worse thing I'd ever have to deal with were angry customer calls and piles upon piles of undone clothes to be refolded. I sort of regret leaving. It was for the most part a friendly and calm working environment and I got to help people, it was nice. Younger me left because of conflict but it may be hard to get back in now, but I dunno. :I Anyways I think my water should be ready I'll be back home in awhile and if I'm not totally drained I'll let you guys know how my day went hopefully it wasn't too too crazy. See you guys later. <3 :c