Currently...

Hey guys it's been a little while, I know I know. not a lot has happens but few things have changed.  I am currently kinda mostly sorta close to changing jobs , as soon as I hear back from the place I'll be in there and I'll be making a good bit more of money then I'm making now. Which will make me hella happy because that'll be one step in the right direction toward my new ultimate plan that I have for the moment. Which is move out of my dad's place and hold down a place with my bf. I know it won't be easy it's gonna take a lot of time and a lot of effort. I'm willing to put in the time to make this plan a reality , it's something to work towards. And I always enjoy working toward extremely rewarding goals. I'll just list a few of the many benefits and or spoils I'd be getting from this plan. One of the biggest and most romantic I'd be looking forward to is being able to wake up beside the person I feel really really cares for me and loves me deeply. Which is a really nice and calming thing for me, Were going to be hitting our 8 month anniversary soon. I can hear you now "Oh my god only 8 months you sound like your totally in love!!" That's because I am. I no reason to lie to you guys, I don't think you'd really care, but I don't like to lie unless it's completely necessary. Like right now it's not needed so I'm not going to. I've gotten to know my honey over the past 8 to 9 months and I feel deeply connected with him. Our relationship isn't based on anything physical so it's not like he's pleasing my body and that's why I love him so much. He pleases my insides but in an emotional way. I am a very emotionally attached gal, I let him know from the git go all my disclaimers and he decided he could travel down this path with me. Loving me isn't easy, I'm going to be a pain you may even come to hate me at times and may even completely lose all feelings you have for me. But if you give me time get to know me and my way weird ways and my awkward way of loving I promise it'll last a lifetime and you won't regret it. I know he has an idea of what the final outcome of our relationship , which is living a life with an awesome strong wifey like me *smiles proudly* He's so sweet to me it makes my heart swell with happiness. Anytwades let me get back on topic XD The 2nd spoil to this plan would be growing together even closer as a couple since we'll barely be apart from each other unlike the beginning of our relationship where we were part the entire time. Were in a long distant relationship. It can be hard at times but I think it's going smoothly, the hardest part of this is not being able to share hugs and kisses , plus the fact that either of our internets may want to be a douchebag and stop working in the middle of a skype call causing the connection to act werid and then we wouldn't be able to see each other which sucks. But we make due. 3rd would be being able to organize a living space with my darling. 4th would be being able to cook for each other. I like cooking and I like cooking for other people so yeah. :3 That's about it for right now.



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PS. Kind of (?) I forget if I mentioned it but I've started a lemon water challenge and I've slowly started eating more green veggies namely broccoli because it's my favorite it's going well, I'm starting to see and feel small changes but nothing major just yet!!! See you guys later !