Hello darkness my old friend.

Hey guys, I am pissed. I just got my new hour for the week and not only do I have very little hours they are extremely inconsistent!!! I HATE inconsistency, it is the bane of everything I live for. I digs consistency, whether it's for things I do, my relationship or even events or other things I'm involved with. Consistency needs to be a thing, and this is my job were talking about !! I just really need to find something more calm that has more an independence feel to it, if I know what my tasks are and I'm given a time to get the shit done I'll be fine if I need any help I'll ask someone. These assholes kick n push everyone around and at the end of the day make them feel like shit and that their work is never good enough and I don't like that. Like you have 2 separate people doing the job of 3 to 5 different people at once and you expect them to jump from end of the store to the other have everyone at the drop of a hat. It's just total bullshit and it irritates the fuck outta me because if those said people decided they didn't wanna come to work that day who the fuck would you have to do that shit? NOBODY!! Their unappreciative bastards and I don't wanna work their anymore. They don't realize that this job pays literal SHIT and that everyone in their staff could just leave their shift and never come back and then you'd be left the manage n work every job in the place on your own. Like c'mon man. The reason I decided to write this was because I'm not at all happy about the hours I got. About 2 weeks ago I put in a change for the hours I could work upon being hired I said I could work any times. After being hired and getting use to working there, This is no longer the case. I know when I wanna be there and when I don't being their for more then 7 hours no matter what I do I leave with a throbbing headache and I doubt that's fucking healthy. For the sake of my goddamn sanity I shouldn't be in that damn place for more then 7 hours, there's too much that goes on and I can't take all that commotion. It's too frustrating and too stressful. And I certainly don't get paid enough to be stressing the fuck out on this job. right about I put this up I'm looking for new things and I'm calling some places back. I know my honey isn't gonna be happy to hear me ranting about this right when he gets up so I'll save it for at least 2 or so before heads out for work. But at the same time he already has a lot on his plate, I'll just rant to you guys for right now. My honey needs a break I'm sure he's had enough of my complaining lately. So the next few times I need to rant I'll just give it to you guys. This place literally sucks and I want out. Anyway I'm gonna go de-stress and I'll catch you guys later *Sigh*