*Sigh*

:/ i dunno know what to say im just joined explore at my high school and with it i will earn 2 extra credits toward my graduation to be come a senior and then i'll be off to E-town to progress in life met the guy ive been waiting to meet all my life then come home pay off my dads retirement fund so he can take it easy n i'll have lots of money to spend on us and i'll be just a few steps closer to my dream~!! but besides that thier isn't really much else to be happy about i lost my only game of Handball i playe yesterday 2(me) to 21 i got my ass kicked n messed with my regular rejumen and it fucked me up i have fries from Mcdonalds instead of tacos from Tacobell n it threw me all off~

besides that i haven't talked to my Pauly-po since last wensday n i know he must miss me but i'll go see if i cn get on facebook so i cn aplogize to him tomorrow unless i have explore again~im pretty sure i do n well thats gonna fuck up alotta things now wensdays would stickly be the only days besides saturdays i would be able to talk to him oohh man he's gonna be soo crushed but it cant be helped School comes first as much as i want him to come first he doesn't even live close by soo i should try not to be soo damn attached to him but he's my little scapegoat i can't help but cling to him even though i think i love him also knowing the fact he could possilbly  be sum guy thats as old as my dad n just showing me pics of him when ge was younger or sumone completely diffrent i guess i am too trusting (?) but can you blamed him i was raised to be a good person n to b kind t people it's just in my nature~ well im gonna go fix up my other blog the template is nice n dusty n needs to be changed i changed this one too i hope you all like it i'll try to be back soon also another 4MORE YEARS~!! :3 Good luck President Obama Make America Proud i'm counting you~