I know the titles weird to start off with but I couldn't think of a nice one to start with so there ya go. I just got up about half an hr ago this is my first Wednesday off in like a month because there was Christmas then new years that went past so we were swamped as hell. But one the bright side I got paid for all that hell I endured the day after my birthday and that check was very chunky so I will happily endure that again if I'm looking forward to a big check like that <3 So here's an update on my life at the moment. Today I have off from work so I'll probably go out to eat before I go to handball, I should be going to capital city mall on Friday with my wifey Jen to spend some in store credits I have for hot topic might get me a dress or something. and this weekend as far as I know I should be going to state college/ Bellefonte to spend the weekend with my hubby in training Justin. I love spending time with him, he's a really nice dude. I hope we get even closer as the year rolls out. uhhh and I have wok the rest of this week after today which is fine, I kinda just want it to be a chill week though.
on a side note I've noticed my patience has gone down even more, which means I gotta cut out even more stressful shit which is totally fine but like dang...I really think I'm gonna be a bitter old later almost everything makes me mad instantly. My co-worker holding me up at work because she wants o talk on the phone- pissed. my boss standing around thinking instead of actually doing something even though she claims she's always busy- pissed, someone fucks up my plans pissed, someone flakes on me last minute- pissed, Looking for the juice I bought last night and it's gone Pissed. XD Like everything and anything can just set me off kinda and tank my mood it's crazy. While I'm on the subject of things tanking my mood a certain person who will remain unnamed is officially done. I've already dealt with constant cancellations from this person whenever we make plans and when he does decide he actually can something else "comes up" just in the nick of time and everything's off the table. This person claims they aren't avoiding me and that they want to hang but obviously that isn't the case if everything single fucking time I ask you to hang out you cancel or just straight out don't even show up and then the next day have no explanation. These are the things that make me want to cut people and become murderer. Just shove a nicely sized knife into their stomach and jab them a couple times with the force of a jack hammer and maybe even kick them around a bit and watch them squirm as they bleed out onto the pavement but I'm a good girl That thought will always be in the back of my mind every single time you disappoint me and piss me off but I'll always think of how bad of a time I'd have in jail if I were to do that to you plus I like having a clean record it's my pride and joy so...Just don't fuck with me and we'll be fine. One of these days I'll say fuck it and you might be the first to receive my knife to the ribs as a curve a circle around your heart and laugh in your face.
PHEW!! Anyways off my yandere rant for now. Back onto something more positive I think I'm gonna go start getting dressed so I can officially start this day, get some food and maybe draw before I head out for handball. You guys know how I get when I'm upset things get violent. So anyways I hope you all have an awesome day and be sure to bundle up it's cold out there, can't wait til it warms up again Sun...I miss you so much <3
Have a good day everyone Love you~<3
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