Election Effect~

I dunno why im feeling this way but i feel sooo it's an undescriable feeling i just feel sooo energized~!!!! Knowing who my New Leader is it puts me at ease alittle but it also it just fills me up with soo much joy it's crazy~!!

*Sigh*

:/ i dunno know what to say im just joined explore at my high school and with it i will earn 2 extra credits toward my graduation to be come a senior and then i'll be off to E-town to progress in life met the guy ive been waiting to meet all my life then come home pay off my dads retirement fund so he can take it easy n i'll have lots of money to spend on us and i'll be just a few steps closer to my dream~!! but besides that thier isn't really much else to be happy about i lost my only game of Handball i playe yesterday 2(me) to 21 i got my ass kicked n messed with my regular rejumen and it fucked me up i have fries from Mcdonalds instead of tacos from Tacobell n it threw me all off~

besides that i haven't talked to my Pauly-po since last wensday n i know he must miss me but i'll go see if i cn get on facebook so i cn aplogize to him tomorrow unless i have explore again~im pretty sure i do n well thats gonna fuck up alotta things now wensdays would stickly be the only days besides saturdays i would be able to talk to him oohh man he's gonna be soo crushed but it cant be helped School comes first as much as i want him to come first he doesn't even live close by soo i should try not to be soo damn attached to him but he's my little scapegoat i can't help but cling to him even though i think i love him also knowing the fact he could possilbly  be sum guy thats as old as my dad n just showing me pics of him when ge was younger or sumone completely diffrent i guess i am too trusting (?) but can you blamed him i was raised to be a good person n to b kind t people it's just in my nature~ well im gonna go fix up my other blog the template is nice n dusty n needs to be changed i changed this one too i hope you all like it i'll try to be back soon also another 4MORE YEARS~!! :3 Good luck President Obama Make America Proud i'm counting you~

Returning from a LONG vacation

i know i know it's been a long time and i shouldn't have been neglecting you Blogspot but my life has been changing soo much lately it just havent had time but i'll b bak more and more now that i have lots of things to share with you and everyone viewing this you almost froze over all this time ive been gonei'll be back later to tell you how my school day went Ok?

Total Destruction?

-What is with life this week the school days were cool, having 2 go in at a 10:00 instead of  7:00 because of 11th grade Testing.

- Life is getting werider n Werider Craving getting wilder and wilder.

-People  Close to me going thru it i'm going thru it what the F*** now this isn't good. There's only maybe 2 things i'm looking forward to doing in the next few days and or near the end of the month.

- On the 27th i'm getting my New Samsung Galaxy Prevail I can't wait!!

I'm going shopping with Ms.Sally tomorrow for a Banquet for Handball i'mma feel Fancy  >:F
but uhh i'm gonna go now i promise i'll be back soon sorry for being coming back so late Lifes been hard.

Healthly environment?

i could have gotten killed this morning dealing with some drug addict that lives in my Aunts building because my dead-beat cousint doesn't know how 2 stop stealing.
this nut woke e up n asked me 2 tell that person that he wasn't there not thinking just being Suddenly woken up from the dream i was having by his Stupid ass voice i agreed so he's eave me alone so i could go back 2 sleep. Later there's a knock at the door, n it's this Guy Mo that lives up stairs the guy clearly is on some kind of drug i mean if u meet him you'll just know. but anyway i told hm he wasn't there that he had just just left n mo said no he didn't i was sitting right here on the steps i never saw anybody leave tell him i need my money now. befor i answered the door i peeked out but i had seen someone n the stairs but i didn't have glasses on so i couldnt really tell. i was ok n shut the door then my cuzint came in the room n i told him that he knows he's still in the house n he knows yur here. he didnt say anything. i layed by down about 10 minutes later my first alarm Ran i got up n crouchd over  n worked on getting up like usual but then i was thinking about it more the door was being knocked on since about 10 or 20 mins after i shut the door the 2nd time my cuzint never went outside 2 Confront Mo. he talked 2 my aunt while she was getting ready for work then they argued for like 5 mins then he went into the hallway n got into n Argument with mo n Came back in . Me in my head was thinking if somthing happens 2 m becuz of you i swear to goddness yur going 2 get it im soo serious..like god man..Seriously.yea that's what my morning was like this Morning i told my dad n he didnt really think all that much of it that i couldnt hav gotten hut allz he said was talk thru the door n dont open it.  yea daddy thanks for being so worried about me >: / tell me wat would u do if u were me?

Watta Bummer : c

HAlf a Day Smaf a day im gonna print me out some Sexy YAoi  : / then Sulk n be happy over my 3 day weekend thats the only thing i can do at this point it's Feb 2nd n my moms hasn't called me i haven't gotten my birthday i really dont even care anyomre if she was serious about sending it she would have Sent it already ohh Well : /

~* Mellex* ~

Happy UN-Birthday

My Birthday is Ruined!! my mom told me she was gonna send me some money for my birthday (Which is today) N now she wont send it il the ned of the Frickin' Month what the hell am i gonna do with that money at the end of the month the fuck nothing im really really Pe'd off about that i was depending on that Money to at least make my birthday At least a little Special since imma hav 2 spend it by myself.. >: C Damn that really messed up Thanks alot mommy  n for those readign that wished me a happy birthday Thank u i love u all now if you'll exsuse me i hav go Sulk n Wonder how miserable i'll be on my 18th Birthday

~ Mello-Shan+~

17 whatever 17 forever (Btw i just Made that up in my 4th Pd today which was Art Ok see ya)