Update time you guyyz.

A few things have happened and well things are a teensy bit hard right now. well my dad is sick, my job sucks , my bank s merging, I found my first grey hair , my dad is sick again , he's throwing up and getting really sluggish I'm worried. I'm trying to stay positive, it not working that well for me. People a talk too aren't helping my mood either. Some people just never grow up , I hope they snap out of it before it it's late. I'm trying to get my pops back in working condition, because for the about the last 5 days now I haven't really been able to have any alone time with my honey and I can tell he getting alittle anxious, and he's trying to be supportive, but he wants to enjoy me but can't because my dad is sick and then he makes himself sad then I have to cheer him up and THIS IS BEEN NOT A GOOD MONTH!! So far. Things shall get better and if things don't cheer up then I'll just have to make a wish, I haven't used any of my good karma lately and I'm sure it's only increased which means I have more good karma to use. I just needed to let you guys know what's going on with me I haven't put up anything over here since last month, like literally last month. But ya know---- *hear instance wind whipping outside my windows* Grreeeeeeeeeeeaaat.....Did I almost mention it's STILL FUCKING WINTER!! Yeah there's also that. I need some sun ASAP no cold, no wind chill no 35 Mph winds knocking into building and shit. I just want some nice sun I can walk around in and look cute. Anyways I need to go check this ginger tea I'm making for my dad that will hopefully help him with this nausea he's been having for about a week now wish me luck and I'll be back with another update in a few days. Love you guys See you later and thank you for your support.